18-02-2025
Okay this one is kind of hilarious, not for the subject matter but as a reflection of my psyche and priorities lmao. I'm Natalie from Yellowjackets and I'm trying to code a website and it's not cooperating and I am so stressed out over it. This is 100% because of the grief my TV and digicam pages gave me. I dream about HTML tags on a weekly basis now it seems hahaha.
14-02-2025 CW: Self Harm
I posted a picture of both my arms sliced up with vertical lines from my wrists to inner elbows, freshly bleeding, (I have never done either of these things in real life and have no idea where it came from) on my Instagram story. Clearly I came to my senses and rushed to delete it, but Ddaehmlhiaa had already viewed it. I think I was going to tell her it was scratches because of my eczema (which I also do not have), but realised that was ridiculous and didn't. She texted me, but it was about her job instead. I only have one packet of Tesco's Hot and Sour instant soup packets left because I drink them two at a time (this is true irl) My sister asks if she can take it. I say yes.
31-01-2025
Adonis and his girlfriend have both changed their profile pictures on Instagram. I realise they have blocked me. I think it is because I have been blogging about them and they found out.